Will Rap for Food

Kno ft. Tonedeff - Wish I Was Dead

I can feel my blood circulate the whole of my body

Cause there’s holes in my body, like a blow from a shotty

I’m assuming it probably, cause the hospitals got me

I get up off the gurney and I am certainly wobbly

But it doesn’t concern me that I am fervently nauseous

I’m not overly cautious, I just don’t know what caused it

So I’m talking to doctors, asking where is my family

Or who was it that brought me, or who was it that shot me

Cause I’m hurt pretty badly, but my memory’s shoddy

And nobody will help me, so I’m wobbling oddly

To the front of the lobby so maybe someone will spot me

But my face is in pieces maybe they don’t recognize me

Now I’m just realizing, as I open my pocket

That my phone is inside it, so I’m frantically dialing

Trying to call my fiancé, maybe she’s trying to find me

But I hear ringing behind me, and it strikes me as odd

I turn around as she walks up to finish the job

Kno - “Death is Silent” album saved me. This came out during a rough period in my life and the only thing that kept me sane was this album.